Hardly ever happens, but Ju has left for the afternoon to go with his dad, and Lo is asleep in her swing....
Not much going on today. It's gloomy outside. The only snow left on the ground is on our skating rink, still frozen in the driveway, and the snowman Ju and I made yesterday. The snowman that is taller than he is, that took all of my pp/newly pregnant energy to make. It has a tiny head and is covered in leaves and mud, but it'll do charlie brown, it'll do.
I'm frustrated with the guy that was suposed to come look at our insulation yesterday, who never showed up, and then was suposedly on his way to our house, 3 hours ago. ugh. But it's whatev.
I know. I live a boring life.
Made some pretty yummy cranberry orange bread last night to go with our homemade pork bbq sammichs. Ju loved loved loved them. We had leftovers for lunch lol.
I can't even believe I'm pregnant again. I guess it hasn't really hit me and probably won't until I get to see the doctor on Thursday and actually get to see my little bean. Everything is getting on my nerves today though, so I assume that's because of all the crazy hormones lol I'm going thru a lot of changes mentally and pysically and I think it's taking a toll. I'm tired, grumpy, and in pain. It's getting rough already... Sometimes I don't know how I'm going to handle this. Handle being pregnant with a newborn and a child, then parenting an infant and a newborn and my son. It really is going to be hard, and I'm trying to prepare myself for that. I don't get much help around here, and I guess I'm going to have to start asking for it. That kills me. I hate feeling so helpless...
I wish hubs would hurry up and get home. I miss him when he's away at work. :(
You'll do fine. I just know it. :)
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